Crippling Depression created by Thienien 13 years ago

This is The depression that i suffer through every single moment and minute of my life. This Ruins my plans, this is the anti-Christ of modern day life. It has its advantages however. Being depressed changes who you are, but in my case I've become loving and seeing other people happy makes me happy. In short i find myself trying to make other people smile. When i was a teen it made me wallow in darkness and hatred, i wanted to see people die and suffer because my mind tricked me into thinking everyone was against me. In some cases they were including my family. Now as an adult I've become smarter and sane wanting to live and make as many people happy before i die; Perhaps by inspiring them to do greater things and change their sinful ways into something Holy and God Approving. Depression is also caused by lack of love in your life as well, for most of my life from 10yrs old - 19yrs old i had no one to love me or say they loved me. This made me think i was unwanted always which put a harsh strain on my mind and thoughts. I thought i was neglected by God but in reality he was guiding me with his good will the entire time, even when i attempted suicide.

May peace be with everyone enjoy the song.