Anxiety created by ccollins 10 years ago
Plays: 77
Favorites: 8
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Genre: Rock/Metal
Mood: Dark/Heavy
Theme: Other
Instruments:
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As some of you know, I've been through a shit time, and you guys have the right to know, here is ANOTHER thing that has happened:
So, on a night, I was feeling so lonely and worried, I was on the computer, playing games, chatting to people when i felt this way, i was worried as hell. So i decided, i had enough, i went to my room, grabbed my computer cable, and then, i tied it to my neck. Just when i was about to do it, my boyfriend called, and i was worried, so i decided to go over to his house for the night and just be cared for, i returned home the morning after and 10 mins after my boyfriend left, i felt bad again, but im just going to have to fight through it.
So there, im sick of this shit life.
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Chart listings
Dec 07 2015
#146
Mar 28 2016
#290
Nov 23 2015
#85
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#43
Oct 12 2020
#282
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A good young man is gone, because the world was too cruel for him to live in anymore. I am so sorry that I wasn't seeing the signs sooner or I would have done or said anything that might have helped prevent this tragedy. No 14 year old should have to go through what Clarke did.
that is strong you can get though this with your fans help
I'm crying. I can't help but kick myself for not saying anything and being too ignorant to even notice these new song. If you are going through anything like this TALK TO SOMEONE!!!! It's a sign of strength, not weakness.
agreed. thank you
I'm crying too, Rosy. I wouldn't even have known by now if it weren't for Julia letting me know. I am so sorry you have to go through this, too. You're too young to have to deal with such tragedy. I wish I knew more about how this happened; how Clarke got so down he couldn't find any hope or light at the end of the tunnel. It's so painful to read his words here. Yes, anyone out there in this deep of trouble in their hearts needs to open up to someone who can at least try to help!!
This is a good song, and it does seem to illustrate your feelings; but just as the others have said, your life has great value, so hold on, get help, be with friends who are positive and uplifting, and keep living. You are worth more than you realize. I am praying for you.
Thank you very much, Julia, for the information about Clarke! I am very saddened to learn of this, but thank you for sharing it with me! Bless you, my dear friend!
WienArtist, I don't know if any one would advise you otherwise, but I wanted you to know that Clarke's (ccollins) home page comments were updated today and there is very tragic news about Clarke there.
At least you have someone close to talk to (your bf). Try to work it out with him since that is more in likely the one person who can help you the most right now. It can always be worse.
jlee, please take a look at Clarke's (ccollins) home page. There is tragic news about Clarke there.
Good song as always. But bruh please quit tryna kill yourself. Life is a gift. Life may not be goin good right now, maybe it feels like hell for you right now. But please dont take away your life. If u do, you will be in hell... So just hang in there and pray and God will fix it all
Please take a look a Clarke's (ccollins) home page. There is very sad news there about Clarke from his boyfriend. So sad.
http://eng.musicshake.com/song/276879
Anxiety, its getting too much now..