Am I the Only One? created by Hanyuchama 16 years ago

The theme song for one of my Mabinogi characters, Eisya Marsanya. She is a blind Elf who can see with the power of Mana, but everybody in Filia sees her as weak because of her handicap. She believes in herself and wants more than anything to be independent... but is there something that she longs for?





I used Mini's voice so that I could write the lyrics. When my voice gets better, I'm gonna try to record the lyrics myself. For now, enjoy these:





Night has come, and I am trapped in this world that


You built to keep me from


Wandering to a new place in time where I


Can be all that I am








Why do you keep me here, holding my hand?


I can walk on my own


But still you say that the world is too scary to see


Even though I know what’s there









(Chorus):






Am I the only one who sees my strengths, all that I hold?


I know that I’m strong enough to make it


Am I the only one who can believe that I can do all


That you say I can never see?







I will never see the rainbow that smiles across the sky


Or know the color of my eyes


But I can see what’s in your heart, how you feel inside


I know more than you can ever hope







But with one step forward, you reel me in again


Why don’t you believe that I can do much more?


I just want to go to where no one’s ever been before


Just let me go









(Repeat chorus)







(Piano solo; humming)








The time has come for me to go


To a place where I can be on my own, where I can see


Let go of my hand, it is time to let me go


I am my own life







And now I have paradise, my own world


A place where I can live without you by my side


But what is this that I feel?


Could I be alone? Do I miss your hand…?