My Life created by Vanitas1312 13 years ago

'' My life... has been full of disappointments, first of all my family was killed when I was only 9 because of what I carry inside, I didn't recieve pity for which I was grateful... but what I recieved instead was hate, isolation and despise by the rest of the village... they knew my secret, they knew what the monster trapped inside of me was. Lucky for me, I found some people that I could call family, a boy and a girl my age... Minato and Kushina respectively, in them I found someone to believe in and something more important to fight for, the people dear to my heart, decades later and ironically during war I found the one whom I'll love forever, my life was perfect at this point, I've got true friends, the rest of the village recognize me as myself and not the demon I was the jailor of and I had a love interest that returned my feelings as strongly... but sometime later, my love was sent in a peace treaty to the Cloud Village, she had been tricked and got killed for it... it still haunts me to know I couldn't do anything to at least feel that I've done something for her. The sadness and sorrow I felt afterwards was excruciating... I actually leaved the village, I was being stubborn and stupid thinking that the people that knew me personally were bound to die, unfortunately Minato chased after me and naturally an intense discussion was made... one that actually went from words to fists and weapons, I almost killed him that day, a thing that makes me think I'm actually a monster. A week later I was going back to my village, it seems I only needed time to myself (foolish me), but what I found was the entire elite soldiers or ninjas of my village defending to their last breath their home of a being very similar to the demon inside of me, Minato and Kushina were also there, but what surprised me was the baby that Kushina was carrying, I knew of their engagement and that Kushina was pregnant but... I actually calculated the day she would have give birth to the newborn and it wasn't that 10th of October, I rushed to help them but I was late, the monster pierced them both with one of their giant sharp nails... before his last breath, Minato used a technique unknown to me with which he sealed that demon inside of his own son, to see that heart wrenching scene of two parents saying goodbye to their newborn son with such love broke my heart even more. When their life was left out of them, I aproached them, the wails of that blonde baby confirming me that he just became an orphan, I took the baby and cradled him in my arms as his wails gradually stopped as he fell asleep, I thought of adopting him but that train of thinking was cut by the rest of the living ninja that arrived one after another to the scene, their thoughts were literally written on their faces ' He came back to finish what he started last week ' and ' He actually killed our leader ' The two at the front of them all were the previous leader, his name was Hiruzen Sarutobi, and his student and also my teacher, Jiraiya. The air was filled with negative emotions, hate, sorrow, sadness and above it all despise, meant for me, my teacher slowly and carefully walked to me, in his eyes I saw that he knew I wasn't the one but for the sake of the village he didn't go against the rest of the ninjas beliefs... he seriously told me to give him the newborn, I did... reclutantly and after that he said '' Leave and don't come back, you are not welcomed here anymore... '' I kept a facade of desinterest but I felt that in the inside I was dying and so on I did what he said I left... not before dropping something that made them think about, a perfectly polished and shiny metal plate with the village symbols... I am Nuaseru Desutorukutoru, the most hated missing-nin of Konohagakure No Sato ''