Lived The Worst created by helinlovexxx 12 years ago

I've been bullied all through primary and it would have gon on for yrs but i never told anyone untill there was a point when my friends found out, told my teacher and she told the head.Im now in high school and i remember the first week i got cyber bullied. The worst part these were my 'friends'. I promised myself i wouldnt let this happen to me. I would have nightmares every night, sometimes even now. The most depressing thing was i got bullied again maybe about a few months ago. Because i didnt want to believe i was getting believe i kept it to myself again, when it came to a point i couldnt....cope. Ive obviously thought of hurting myself but i guess the second i told my mum, my life was at rest but even now i still have fears. I guess the only way through is music. And this is my real story. Im sorry if i havent replied to any of your comments, ive been going through thisXXXXX