I cannot see the way out. created by Sonia1

Everything is confused,what have been dark and sad, now are joyful and light; what have been nice are mean to me. The world is fake and I did not know it. I beg you tell me what should I do. I cannot see the way out. Someone please tell me. I&m lost and confused, and no one can help me on it, but alone I cannot see the way out of all this.