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I DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT WAS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD AT THIS TIME BUT I THINK SOMETHING UPSET ME,I DONT REMEMBER THOUGH. ALL I DO KNOW IS THAT IM FREEZING COLD IN THIS TINY APARTMENT AND MY FRIENDS ARE ASKING ME TO SOLVE THEIR PROBLEMS AND I CANT TAKE MUCH MORE...WHAT DO I DO?KILL MYSELF?