Suicidal Thoughts created by Doodletones 11 years ago

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Genre: Classical/New Age Mood: Dark/Heavy Theme: Other
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This is the song that probably saved my life... well okay not this specific one, but it's the one I put my depression into.

See I have Gender Dysphoria, which overall means, I hate my genitalia, I hate being a guy, and that can lead to depression and potential suicide and honestly, that's where I was, I was thinking about committing suicide, but after someone told me to have a look back, I came here...

...and I'm glad I did...

...This was the source of happiness for me for a solid 2 or 3 years, writing raps, making something I love (even if it did become surrenderware) I had a lot of fun doing it, and I was satisfied to see that not only are other people still doing this, people will occasionally look back at others songs, it was there that someone commented on my best song here: http://eng.musicshake.com/song/112749 (Record Holder) and looking back at that song alone, got me out of that funk, remembering the strange combination of frustration and joy that came out of making that song. So I thought, "maybe that's what I need to do... start making music again." and sure enough, I felt a lot better after making this song... So thank you Musicshake... I appreciate what you have done for me. ;w;


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Dec 30 2019
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