Savannah of Forgotten Inspiration created by Thienien 11 years ago

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Genre: Electronic/Techno Mood: Alone/Lonely Theme: Other

This is a Place, other than a forest or a Jungle filled with attractive women. This is a place that tells me, people with stoned hearts have no hope to survive and that living is just increasing your chances to upset God and have him discard your soul into hell for not being productive due to your mental illness, weakness or bitterness.

This is The Inspiration i have forgotten.

Inspiration is no longer a cure for the bitterness.

God's promises are certainly promising. But it seems you can never accumulate enough "faith". People say its mandatory like it's some kind of tangible object that you can measure.

It's as if you have to have enough faith and be strictly trained as a disciple to even get him to hear you prayer. I have heard nothing and this is where i need him the most.

You must have THIS amount of faith to ask FOR THIS from God.
If it works like that, he's not the Being i thought he was. A major disappointment that would be to my raging Bitter heart. I'd wager to i'd lose my soul before i'd even die because i'd backslide in hatred to such a degree, i'd permanently die inside.

I won't ask why he isn't listening, its what the fuck do i have to do to get his attention, he obviously listens to your sins, but when it comes to obeying him. It falls on fucking deaf ears or a blind eye

I can't express how bitter i am right now and how direly dead i've become inside. Nothing matters to me anymore and death is now welcomed.

Be Gone life force.


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